Praying for you, EventualDay. I can't pretend that I can relate, but I know how hard it is to lose, or feel like you've lost, what you truly believed was best for your life. I pray that God's will be done in this situation, and I truly hope things work out in the way you're hoping they will. If not, I pray that God will give you the patience and faith to get through it, and show you that He has something far more awesome planned.
Also praying for your SO specifically, because I'm sure that even if you can't be with him you're worried about him and wanting what's best for him.
He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God? -Micah 6:8 KJV
They have shewed thee, O teen, what is good; and what doth the world require of thee, but to fit in, be wealthy, have good looks, and be rebellious? -Peer Pressure 1:1
"I hate milk; it's like drinking vomit." -Edward Elric and me.
ClaecElric4God in regards to Wolfsong - You're the coolness scraped off the top of this morning's ice cream, after being pulled out of a beautiful summer day!